Well I know my guestbook is a bit crazy right now... Thanks so much to everyone who stuck up for me... Opinions are yours to express... But do they have to flood my gbook? Honestly people, think I am fake all you want... Does it really change anything? I know I'm real. My friends know I'm real. I don't really feel obliged to prove it to people who doubt me anyway. I'm not going to comment on each and every negative comment I've received... I don't have time for that. I have a child to take care of and lots to do. Thanks to my loyal readers who believe in me! ;) That's all I'm going to say about that.
Well life is CRAZY lately... Kayden is just adoroable but sooo much work... I'm tired, sore, and doing all the work. For those of you who think my life is "a fairy tale" it's anything but... Aaron does help out, well he tries to anyway. But you know few 17 year old guys will devote their lives to a teen mom and a baby... He's hardly ever around... It hurts a lot. Mom has been helping as much as she possible can, she is amazing. Carla moved in two days ago, she is awesome!!! She's really busy with work but she helps me out in any ways she can. It's absolutely great, especially having someone else to talk to. My friends have been around the visit the baby and drop of gifts for Kayden but I haven't seen much of them... It's not like I have much time to spare anyway...
Kayden has been quite the hand full! He hardly sleeps, and in a result neither do I. I'm starting to get the hang of this whole baby thing... however it is the hardest thing I have ever encountered... And I knew it would be. My diary isn't promoting premariatal sex, if anything people, learn from my mistake!!! Before I knew I was pregnant I thought being sexually active made me older, cooler, and I found it exciting. If you're not careful you'll end up like me... Tired as hell and balancing a baby on one knee as you attempt to read over feedback from readers who tell you not to have sex... a little late for that don't you think? Thanks again to all of you who believe in me... I will try and update again soon... I hope next time I'm in a better mood... And really thanks for accusing me of being older than 14 because of my writing and punctuation, although it was supposed to be insulting, I find it flattering. ;) Sorry?
Kayden says hi, you should see the hair on this boy!!! So cute!
Allyson
