I wanted to thank all of you for the kindness and support through all this. It's been so incredibly hard and stressful but I'm going to get through this, I know I can. So to all the people who signed my guestbook telling me I "don't know what I'm getting myself into" I'm a "phoney" etc... Thanks for your concern but trust me, I'll be ok. I have so many people helping me out and we're all going to do our best possible to make sure my baby has the greatest life anyone could ask for.

I just wanted to say good bye to all my readers because I'm going to the hospital tomorrow... I'm really nervous, but mom said it's going to be fine. Aaron will be spending all his free time with me, so that's really great =). I'm so excited to see my baby!!! I want this thing outta me! Lol, it HURTS like a BITCH.

As the inspiring Leann Rimes says in one of her songs, Oh life goes on and it's only gonna make me strong it's a fact, once you get on board say good-bye cause you can't go back oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it rightw here I'm at, is my life before me and this feelin' that I can go back, life goes on...

The fact is, I can't go back. These past nine months I have changed so much as a person... It's just crazy to think about. But I don't want to mourn on my past, I want to pick my head up, smile, and get through this. I'm tough, I can do this. GET THIS BABY OUT!!! lol Carla is gong to be such a big help, she stopped by today with flowers for me... :)

Anyways everyone have a great week I will update as soon as I can!! And I will be a MOTHER!!!

Forever yours...

Allyson