Thank you so much to all the wonderful people who have signed my g-book and offered their support. It really means a lot to me, honestly. Thanks. =)

Things are heading for the right track right now... I'm going through a couple ups and downs. For example:

Ups

Mom and I have been talking a lot more, we even go shopping together a lot.

Tyler has been calling me a lot more than usual and he keeps hinting that he wants a relationship but I'm not sure if I do... We hang out at school 24/7... he's such a great guy, I get butterflies when I think of him.

Aaron and I have been talking a lot aswell, but we haven't been hanging out or anything.

Kyle and I hang out a lot after school, he's so great.

Downs

My marks are dropping a lot, I just can't concentrate anymore.

The pains in my back and stomach are getting worse by the day.

I don't really have any girl friends anymore besides a couple I keep in touch with. We never hang out and when I'm at school I'm with Tyler and sometimes his friends. That's it.

So life right now is just so... unchallenging. It's like I'm numb, because I have feelings, but I don't do anything with them. I'm just me. Here. A little girl. Alone. And oh so hopeless...

Allyson