Well I was just with Aaron last night... Diary it was amazing. I know I do still love him, and he still loves me, so why won't he be with me?

Well my mom was out till late I night and I was talking to Aaron on the phone for a little while. Our conversation got really deep, about all the rumors and how much we miss eachother. He told me that they're not true, and that he made out with Julie and that's it. That's all he did and he realizes she's a hainous bitch and regrets it. So anyway we got into this real deep conversation for the first time since we broke up, and we both started crying. He told me he missed me so much and that he wanted to see me so bad. So he came over around 10pm and my mom still wasn't home. We layed in my bed holding eachother tightly and we just wouldn't let go. He held eachother for so long and cried, and talked, and everything... it was amazing. I do totally understand his side now, but I still think we need to be together. We tlaked forver. It was about 2am when my mom got home and she glanced in and smiled then went to bed. Aaron and I fell asleep like that and woke up in eachother's arms... it was so nice to be with him... his smell, his voice... everything... I love him so much it hurts and makes me want to cry... Oh Diary, he is amazing and I'd rather die then feel this emptyness in my heart... he needs to be mine again...

Allyson