WE NEED TO TAKE A BREAK!? A FUCKING BREAK!?!? Why?!?! Everything was fine, not good, but I was living! I don't get to go out with my friends because I baby sit or I'm not feeling up to it. I'm doing terrible in school because I'm too damned tired to pay attention, at school I'm day dreaming half the time. I'm like a zombie. The only things I had to make everything ok was Aaron. He was the only one who could make me smile and help me see the light at the end of the tunnel. He was all I had... ALL I FUCKING HAD. Yes Diary, he's gone. GONE. MY LIFE IS OVER. I WANT TO DIE. I THINK I MIGHT OVERDOSE BY ACCIDENT. OOPS. THAT SOUNDS PRETTY FUCKING GOOD RIGHT NOW. Get this fucking baby out of me, Aaron can try to run away from his mistake, but when I die he'll be sorry he did. We'll both be gone... and it's all his fault. ALL HIS FUCKING FAULT. Why did he do this to me?!?! Why!!?!?!? I know I'm no pretty enough, but couldn't he help me?! If he cheated on me I would have forgave him in a second, if he hit me I would have taken him back... but he did the worst he could ever do. He LEFT me here. Alone. He's gone Diary... GONE.

JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE.