Oh Diary things aren't looking too good. I've been so tired that I have no time to study, therefor almost failing tests... Mood swings are at their worst therefor fighting with mom, my friends, and aaron...

And Aaron, he's been so distant lately... he doesn't call as often and things seem so awkward... what does it mean??? Does every relationship go through this??? I still love him with all my heart... I think of him all the time... The other day he said, "Allyson, you are the most beautiful person I have ever met. I always have to stop and wonder why I'm so lucky to have you." Isn't that so sweet? Then why are things so weird?

If only I knew. If I only I had the answers to everything... sometimes mom seems like she does. Maybe I'll go talk to her. Then take a nice long bath...

Allyson