Where do I start?!?! Well first off, I just got home this morning, we took a night plane, it was soo incredibly fun Diary, I kept forgetting that... well you know... Although I missed so many of my friends, I just had a blast!

My mom and I stayed at this hotel not far from the ocean, the first morning we just slept in late and ordered room service. It was great! We went down to the beach a lot and swam and tanned. It was really relaxing! We went out to dinner, shopped a whole lot! Stuff like that. I bought a new bathing suit, sun dresses, sandals, and this jewlery for my friends and I. I also bought Aaron this like $20 shell necklace, it's really nice. My mom and I lived for the malls there, and all the cute little stores! We went to Disneyworld and had a blast! We also took tons of pictures, I can't wait to get them developped. Sometimes I would go tan at the beach by myself and I met so many people! There were three girls I hung out with a couple times at the beach. They were from Canada too, B.C I think. Andrea, Phacie, and Loryn. Andrea and Loryn were sisters, Andrea was 16 and Loryn was 15. Phacie was 13 and she was their cousin. They were really cool. We hung out at the beach a lot because they were staying in the same hotel as me. All three of us met a lot of guys and hung out with them, but made sure to mention that I had a boyfriend so nothing happened, I just talked to them and hung out. We met a lot of guys, like Adam, Tyler, Chris, Jeff, Ryan, etc... most of them were around 15-16. I also went to this kick ass club with Andrea. Loryn and Phacie were hookin up with these two guys so Andrea and I went alone. It was really cool, they sprayed water on us and stuff! I met a guy there named Travis who I danced with a lot, he was real nice... But nothing happened, like I said. Yes diary... he tried to kiss me. I couldn't blame him though, we were dancing together a lot and we were both in the mood... but when he tried I made myself turn away. I explained that I have a boyfriend and that I just can't be unfaithful. He was kind of upset, but he understood. We talked a lot and I told him about me being pregnant... I really truly trusted him and I talk to him on e-mail now. We're just good friends though, he's 16 and lives in Pensylvainia. (however you spell that!) I think I might give him the url to my diary...

Since I was there with my mom I made sure not to spend too much time with my friends. My mom and I got a lot of oppertunites to talk, I always did her hair for dinner and she would iron mine. It was fun. Then everynight we'd watch a movie together on TV. This one night... it was awesome. We sat on our porch untill like 7 in the morning and talked. I told her a lot. Even about when Aaron and I had sex. She listened, just like a friend would, but she was really warning my to be careful. She made me realize a lot, it's hard to put into words. She told me how she was feeling when we found out that I was pregnant, she told me she felt like a failure. It made me cry. Look what I've done to her. We hugged for a long time and promised eachother we'd get through this. We even started talking about names. I really like Jayden for a girl... or Skylar. My mom likes Hayley or Hannah. For a boy I was thinking Carter or Kian. My mom likes Kian too but she likes it spelt Kiyan. Who knows... I really shouldn't get right into names and all that yet, plus it all depends, Aaron has a say in this too.

Anyway I came home today and called Aaron right away. I e-mailed him and couple friends two or three times but that was it. He couldn't talk for too long because he had to go to his cousin's for some reason. But he was being so sweet and he said he couldn't wait to see me, I felt so lonely without him, I need him diary... I need him with me now... Kristah and I are chillin for sure tomorrow. But as soon as I unpack I'm taking a long hot shower and Aaron is coming over. I can't wait to see him!!!

Love *Allyson*