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mixed up

Hi

Well things are going... ok. My mom and I have been talking a lot with Aaron and his family. Aaron's parents are really leaning towards adoption, they don't think Aaron and I are ready for a baby. Well duh. Obviously we're not ready, but I have my mom and I want to keep it. I know it's a lot of work, but my mom said I could do whatever I wanted, she just really wants me to think about it. And I will... but she told me if I wanted to keep the baby she'll be there for me. It's going to be hard work, but we can do it. Right now that's what I want to do... but things could change... Aaron kinda seems uneasy about keeping the baby, but he said he wanted me to decide. We talk every night on the phone for hours, sometimes it's good conversations... sometimes it's not... The only friend my mom lets me talk to is Kristah. She doesn't want anyone else finding out untill we work things out. It's so hard to keep this from my other friends, Kristah talks to them and tells them all that I'm "going through a rough time". She can't give out anymore information than that, and she hasn't. She's the best. :)

Well right now everything's just... mixed up I guess... Kristah's coming over now to chill... I'll write later!!

Bye bye!

Allyson

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