Well I called Kristah... We talked for two hours straight... it was great. She will always be my best friend in the entire world and I'm giving her the url to my diary. You know why? Because she's so special to me, she understands me and what I'm going through. She'd never judge me, and I can trust her not to give the link to anyone else, or even tell them I keep an online journal. The purpous of this journal was to interact with people all over the world who could learn about me, and support me. But now I need to include my BFF, because she deserves this bigtime.

Anyway... I talked to Kristah, like I said. I started out by telling her straight out that I might be pregnant. She listened to everything and we talked about so many different possiblities. Deep down... she says she's thought I was eversince I told her I lost my virginity. I respect her for telling me that though... I don't want her to hold anything back from me. This was the first time I cried over it... we cried together because I'm so scared... What if I am? My life will be over... I was crying so hard that my mom was banging on the door demanding why I was crying. I told her I'd tell her after. She's really worried about me. Kristah gave me all this advice and she offered so come over and spend the night with me. She was about to but her mom said no because she was gone all last night and was grounded. She pleaded but it wasn't like she was going to say, "MY FRIEND MIGHT BE PREGNANT!!!" So I'm stuck here alone. But Kristah encouraged me to tell my mom, just like some of you readers. (Thanx for bein there guyz =)!) She not only encouraged me, she's making me! Deep down I want to... I need my mom, I'm just afraid. But Diary... I'm going to talk to her tonight. I have to tell her, I can't keep wondering like this any longer. It's tearing me up inside...

Once again wish me luck...

Ally