Well it STILL hasn't come and I'm fucking scared. Sorry about the language... but I'm so damn scared... Ok, do you think I should tell mom about Aaron and I having sex? Should I tell Aaron that I might be pregnant? This is so confusing... and scary. It's the 16th and I was supposed to get it on the 5th. OMG this is terrible... I'm only 14 I can't be pregnant! I just graduated from middle school!!! I wish there was someone I could talk to... I'm going to tell Kristah, I have to. She's gonna kill me... I think I'm going to call her right now... right now while I have the guts...

Firstly though, something really weird happened today... I was all alone in my apartement this morning because Kyle and Aaron were coming over to wake me up like they promised. I heard a knock at the door and I was wondering why Aaron and Kyle were knocking, I left the door unlocked for them. I screamed for them to come in but they kept knocking. I got up and walked to the door and there was no one there except for two blank pieces of paper. It was weird because there is no way Kyle and Aaron could have gotten to my aoartment that quickly... so I don't know who it was or what they were doing. Kyle kept telling me it was probably anthrax or something, he's so weird! lol! But yeah... it was weird...

Ok I'm calling Kristah... right now! No... I can't she'll kill me. YES! I'm picking up the phone now...

Wish me luck...Allyson