I didn't go into dance today because mom didn't want me to. You know why? She said I've been too stressed out lately and she wanted me to relax. It's true though. I've been out too much, not getting enough sleep, and every little thing has been bothering me lately. I brake down and cry at everything. It sucks. I have this major dance competition in a couple weeks and my mom says it's good to practice, but not today, there's no way she'll let me practice untill I calm down. I really need to practice for it! I'm way beind on all my jumps. Oh man, I have got to get my act together.

Wednesday was graduation! It was so unbelievebly fun! I can't believe I'm never going to see my friends all in the same class anymore... It's so sad... I bawled my eyes out. LOL. Reese looked amazing! He's sooo tanned and he had a black suit and silver tie, man he's a lil hottie! I have to say I looked pretty good too, Reese kept telling me all night. =ˇ) I had my beautiful dress, my hair was up and it had twisted cornrows in the front and it had falling ringlettes in the back. My mom picked it out. My mom also did my make-up, it was really soft and pretty, I never knew my eyelashes could go that long! :P and she let me wear her beautiful silver heart necklace that she got when she was a little girl. It looked beautiful! Everyone else looked really good too! All my friends were beautiful, well they always are but they looked even more beautiful at grad! I took so many pictures, I'm going to try and get them uploaded so you guys can see them. I won the science award, the geography award, and the english award. I was so happy!! My mom was amazed! She even started to cry. I really wanted the math award... stupid Greg... but what are ya gonna do right? :) It kind felt weird that everyone had their moms and dads there and my dad wasn't there... but I'm pretty used to it. Grandma and Grandpa came and Joanna my favorite cousin ever!! She's sooo awesome! We get along so great because she's just like me, but she's 16. After that there was the dance and I mostly danced with Reese and Brian, but I made my way around to everyone. Dancing with all my friends was so fun! There was no grinding allowed though, but what are ya gonna do? After Grad we all cried and hugged and promised to stay in touch, man, I loved grade eight.

After Grad mom wanted to cheer me, Brittany and Kristah up, since she was giving them a ride home she stopped at McDonald's and got ice cream then we blasted our music and drove around singing. She's the best. :)

Yesterday I went to Aaron's at like 2pm because I was soo bored and it was even too hot to go outside so we sat in his air conditioned room and watched a movie. I went over looking like a scruff lol, I had no make-up on, my hair was in a lazy ponytail, and I was wearing a tank top with no bra, boring shorts and flip flops. That's what I love about our relationship though, we don't care about looks. I just layed in his arms while he rubbed my back, kissing my neck... I love him so much.

*Allyson*