ok... last night I went out with aaron and his friends. we were drinkin in the back seat while Aaron's friend Jeff drove with his girlfriend Tricia. We stopped at the theater but aaron said he had a suprise for me. So Jeff and Tricia went to the movies and Aaron drove Jeff's car. Aaron has his G1 so he kinda knew what he was doing. He brought me to these outskirts where there was no one around and stopped the car. He told me he loved me and gave me a beautiful silver ring... it was sooo beautiful, he had been saving for a while to get it for me. We moved to the back seat so we could cuddle. I hugged him for so long, it was the nicest present ever. He was kissing me all over and his hands were everywhere. He just kept grabbing me and I didn't want to ruin the moment. I told him to slow down but he was getting on top of me and pushing up my skirt. I told him to stop because I didn't want to do anything right now. I told him I wasn't having sex with him all the time because then it wouldnt be special. He kept pleading me and when I told him he was drunk he got pissed. He kept screaming that he wasn't drunk and he was hurting my arms. He was pushing up my shirt and squeezing me so hard. I kept telling him to stop and he told me to shut up. He said, "Shut up bitch, you're supposed to be my girlfriend, If I want sex you should give it to me. Since when did you become such a tight ass?!" I started crying and told him to take me home. He ignored me and pushed up my skirt all the way and torn down my underwear just in time to force himself into me. It hurt so bad, but he wouldn't stop. His eyes were mad and he kept yelling at me to stop crying. He was thrusting himself so hard I started bleeding and when he finally came he told me to clean up the car so that Jeff wouldn't get mad. I was so helpless... he raped me... he did... I don't know who to turn to... He drove me home right after then went back to the movies with Jeff and Tricia and told them I got sick. I just came home and cried and cried on my bed. My mom heard me come ina dna sked what happened. I told her me and Aaron got in a fight. She told me to come in bed with her and talk about it. But I didn't. She was upset beacause we used to talk all the time. I wan't about to tell her this. She woulfd freak...

Where do I turn?

Allyson...